bLoG gW neYyy !!

OkAy,,,,,,,aLL I waNNa do Now is
FiNdiNg My waY coMe To ‘YOU’,,
wiTh eveRytHiNg I uSed to Be,,,,,
bUt aLL I caN do Now is waiTiN’,,,,,,
[yeaH,,,,,that’s aLL I caN do,,]
tiLL I FiNd My waY coMe to You,,

aCtuaLLy I knEw wHeRe tHe
heLL are YOU,,buT is ThaT toTaLLy tHe aNswer I waNNa Know??
coz I ThiNk,,no MaTTer How I’M
LooKiN’ fOr tHe AnsWeR,,
I’m tRyiNg to GeT tHeRe wiTh NeveR
kNowiNg aT aLL,,

buT,,heY,,wHaT is tHe cHaNce oF fiNdiNg
yOu ouT tHeRe,,,??
oR oNce ‘gAiN,,,do I HaVe to
waiT,,FoRevEr ???

HeRe iNsiDe My HeaRt,,
I’d Be oUt oF LiNe TeLLiNg YoU,
“LeaVe HeR”,,
coZ I waNtEd To Be,,
giViN’ You EvErYtHiNg tHaT MaybE
sHe’s NoT GiViN’,,
aNd I WaNtEd To sEE,,
coZ I diDN’T beLieVe wHaT I’Ve BeeN
HeaRiN’,,

FoRgiVe Me iF oNe Day I aDMiT tHaT I
Love YoU,,
coZ I rEaLizEd iT waY Too LaTe,,

EvEryTiMe I SaW YoU iN My DReaMs,,EvEN
iN a coLd CrEePy NiGhTmaRe,,
YoU’rE sMiLiNg To Me,,JusT 4 Me,,
BuT aLL I caN do,,oNce aGaiN,,is
WaiTiN’,,
wHeN tHaT NiCe DrEaM wiLL HaPpeN iN a
ReaL LiFe,,
oR wiLL iT ??

How LoNg wiLL I Be WaiTiN’ ??
UntiLL tHe EnD oF TiME,,
I duNNo Why I’M sTiLL WaiTiN’,,
I coULd NeVeR MaKe You MiNe,,
(AddicTeD-soNg FroM ‘SP’)

I usEd To GeT aWaY wiTh so MucH
Now,,I CaNt gEt aWay,,
I eVeN tHougHt tHaT it waS siMpLe,,
To Do The THiNgs I wANna To Do,,
aNd To saY tHe THiNgs I waNNa To
saY,,

WhaT iF I SaY wHat I was
ThiNkiNg,,,,?
bUt wHat iF I saY tOo MucH,,?
wHeN eVeyboDy GoT a ReasoN,,I feeL
Like GiviN’ uP,,

I’M so TiReD oF tHis liFe
I  JuSt waNt To RuNaWaY FroM aLL oF
This F**KiN siTuaTioN,,
bUt caN I FiNd soMe LittLe cLue To geT
aWay FroM tHe DaRkness ???!!
coz uNtiLL Now,,eVeN brEaTh,,eveN
waLk,,anD eVeN scReaM,,
It’s aLL seeMs Like diFFicuLt ThiNg
to do,,

(hohohohohohoho ICU kyknya soLusi yg
bagus tuch !!)

BuT WaiT,,,,,

I Have My owN ProbLeM so You Do,,
I caN FinisH iT JusT aLL by My seLF aNd
So i Do,,
YoU caN heLp,,giVe aN aDviCe,,n I
ThankFuL FoR tHaT,,vEry aPpReciaTe iT [maLaH],,
IT’s a HuMaN naTuRe,,musT heLPiNg
eacH oThEr,,[uuw YeaH I Know ThaT,,]
bUt soMewHeRe oUt tHeRe,,tHere’s
pEoPLe wHo’s Too iNvoLve oF oTheR peOpLe oWn LiFes,,
n C’MoN,,EvEryoNe HaTes pEoPLe LiKe
ThaT,,So Do I,,
IT’s aLL iN My HaNd,,So The oNLy one
Who caN HaNdLe tHis is JusT Me N My seLf,,
aNd tHis is SpeciaLLy For sOmeOne wHo’s
TrYing To GiVe a S**T oF wHaT I wiLL do FoR My Life,,,

eHeM,,eHeM,,

Hey YoU,,
I aM what I aM,,
doN’t Try To cRyiN’ a sTupiD
TeaRs oF How I LooK LiKe
aNd DoN’t Try To giVe a f**KiN
LauGhs oF wHaT My Ego DoEs
coZ oNLy ME wHo was thE oNly oNe
Knows aLL aBoUt ME,,

Hey YoU,,yEaH I’M taLkiN’ To
You,,,,
You JusT sOmeonE wHo JusT
‘Boooooo…’ aPpeaR iN d MiddLe oF The RoaD,,
WiThoUt KnowiNg wHat I diD iN tHe
RoaD LoNg beFore,,,
WiThoUt KNowiNg wHaT I diD iN My
LiFe BeFoRe,,
N WiThoUt KnowiNg wHy I aM Like I aM
Now,,

I kNow YoU tHiNk YoU kNow Me
YoU doN’T kNow ANyThiNg
I KnoW You wANnA heLp mE
I doN’T nEeD aNyThiNg
DoN’t teLL mE wHeRe To Go
I doN’T NeeD YoU To Know
[You DoN’T mEaN aNyThiNg-SoNg
FroM SP]

NoT wORRy,,TaKe iT EaZy,,

I KnEw WhaT is gOoD aNd WhaT isN’s
GooD FoR Me,,

So,,

CryiN’ Ur owN UgLy,,
LauGhiN’ Ur owN hypOCriSy,,
MaYbE tHRougH ThaT waYs,,
You caN uNdErsTaNd,,
wHat’s LiFe LiKe MiNe,,
N FiNaLLy U caN FiGhT,,
iF soMedaY tHeRe’s sOmEoNe coMes
To You,,,,
n wHo KnoWs,,MayBe tHaT ONE JusT
waNt To
UsE You,,
ThRow You,,
N FiNaLLy FoRgoT You,,
aWay,,